mardi 26 juillet 2016

I am alive, a real person, a painter ;
 must I say, I have a hard life because I try to be myself,
very curious about almost everything in art and the real world ,
 learning all the time something new,exercising and sometime , some good results.

 I am not a practical person and even if I did my best in being prudent I had a computer stolen, a huge hard disk non functional , another computer lost for different reasons,I have health problems and couldn't pay the rent for the storage in time , then lost all my materials in there, this last two years, it is a long story, If was a poem on a wall in my house, someone read it, I lost the house, a huge part of my studio and there are people who have in view the other part of it, the one which is in Galati.

My life was done in France but now I live temporarily in Galati, as I live mostly  inside the house there are not a big difference for this last years, I work , first of all , to improve my health, I have the most of the problems of a sedentary old woman and more than this, maybe I am not very special but I had a special life and I feel that is time to make some order in what is left of my studio, of what is left of my work, I hope this will not take more than three years and I hope I will still be alive then.

We live hard times now for a lot of time and we don't see the end for soon. Is easy to say that people should be more human, open mind and have empathy,
easy to say that climate change is the most important phenomenon of our century, the war is only one of the consequences, at least is how I understand things,
but even if many artists are involved about the climate change and they do what they can about it, we live just the beginning and the earth don't wait for us to have a high consciousness as humans,
we live times when everybody must change there way of life, times when people must understand each other
and act for the good of all society.

Who still care about the truth ? What is truth without love and what is love without God ?  I know, this is a very personal thinking  , more related to my experience of life ; first of all people are free to imagine the universe  the way they want, when the problems arrive is when the lack of respect rise in the harts, when people became speculative , false, in war, destructive.
Is important to have good presidents but for me, the most important, a real democracy means a highly educated society, people that can make good decisions in difficult circumstances.

This is a recent digital painting , one of many experiments.

jeudi 8 avril 2010

mardi 23 mars 2010

roses whithout thorns

It was a very long silence,
I almost new where I was going,
now I know less,
I can see the spring at my door
and need more space for the fragrance,
I am in the way and still,
words don't come easy,
I think people speak too much
and say nothing,
nothing important to me,
perhaps I read too much and
expect too much from words,
from my words ,
they never come when expected
and never have the expected effects,
but if they moves you,
take care boy and remember.

jeudi 9 juillet 2009


I have nothing left,
even words fly away,
with friend like this
I don't need enemies,
how many think of this
kind of confidence
and after all,
we don't need it at all;
to live
just leave
and leave it at all.

samedi 20 juin 2009


Almost summer time, last time I was in Giverny it was raining in the morning,
still many people in the afternon, bees and bumblebees, birds, everybody was happy to be there.

Home► Mother Nature

I saw this times a movie, Home,

is to share and I gladly do it;

don't think about who done it,
from where comes the money to make the movie(it comes from where it is),

what is important in all this if there are any truth in it,

look at it and think about it, this is all about, think about it,
make your own opinion,
this is the most important.

We are living in exceptional times. Scientists tell us that we have 10 years to change the way we live, avert the depletion of natural resources and the catastrophic evolution of the Earth's climate.

The stakes are high for us and our children. Everyone should take part in the effort, and HOME has been conceived to take a message of mobilization out to every human being.

For this purpose, HOME needs to be free. A patron, the PPR Group, made this possible. EuropaCorp, the distributor, also pledged not to make any profit because Home is a non-profit film.

HOME has been made for you : share it! And act for the planet.

Yann Arthus-Bertrand


Home ►The Arctic and the Inuits

Home► The Arctic


samedi 2 mai 2009

abstract blue

I think about it and all my dreams and imagination,
all That I can see,
cover layer by layer
This Reality
until It became an abstract
Blue Pattern
bleeding what is real in it.

jeudi 30 avril 2009

haw can you love us with that infinite love?!

I can't breath,
Noises under my windows
and today they are nothing,
I am just floating and
just hoping to pass ... away

Sorry to say but nobody exist
to me anyway,

I realize that you have to be
a stranger from another century
to make me dream,

too far away I can more easily
imagine a kind and sincere friend.

How beautiful lights and
how mysterious shadows,
how soft your voice when you are not in the sorrow,

did I saw you once ?
Yes, indeed

People dream about you but they don't know you,

as one dream about driving at
five years old,
which look just surreal,

I dream about floating in the universe,
comfortably installed in a dream
and a 360° vision,
stars and galaxies are not the same,
I see you better in that invisible way.

Words come from You,
through me,

I didn't hiden the light
but is of a Babylon sight that
they are delight,

I couldn't fight with the shadows night,
I just see You and the time is suspended
until all this noise will cover totaly my mind
and after that,
back to the beginning,

haw can you love us with that infinite love?!!